wow, it's thursday already.

so far this week i've been to NYC, eaten too much taco bell, potentially ruined a relationship, haven't gone to sleep before 5am, and ran from the cops.

Empress on Saturday, for the Ultrasounds and Star Spangles, but unfortunately I have to go late because I'm working. Then I have about a week before I leave for LBI with Morgan and Hannah. I'm definately looking foward to going on another vacation.

I'm also really sick of waiting for college. I wish it would just come already. Either come, or don't, dammit. Atleast I found a bunch of shows to go to and now I have something to occupy myself with when I get there.

I still feel lonely and all that jazz, you know. I don't care if I meet any friends in Providence, I just want a girlfriend. I feel like thisbecause I don't really trust people as is, and I don't feel like spending all this time building new friendships when I've already got plenty of friends at home. I just want a girlfriend so I'm not completely fucking lonely. I've been trying to find people on myspace to get to know before I go up there, but that's been a slow process. Everyting is such a slow fucking process lately. I have noticed time going by faster tho, and everything is starting to seem like it happened so long ago. So maybe I'm all mindfucked up with this whole time situation.

I wrote a poem about leaving my friends and going to college. I'll put it on here sometimen before I actually do leave.